It's just sad how things are turning in terms of my health. I recently found out that I might have Graves' or Hashimoto's or both. To make things worse, I've heard some crap about me again, and it's from our favorite blahblahblah community. I usually would not write something about this, but I guess it would help to finally express how I absolutely hold no interest in becoming part of it. I have never really, anyway. But once in a while, I end up being talked about as if I were truly a part of it. How ironic. I do like the fashion but I've never really seen it necessary to be part of a community, especially one that spends time making and posting hate. (The first time I told my boyfriend about it, he was so confused as to how something so seemingly innocent as a fashion would have all the unnecessary, childish drama.) I would rather have friends. And yes, like what I've told my friends, I am only part of that community when they have something negative to talk about me. I do know a few nice ones who've always had my back and for that I am extremely grateful.
The worst part of it is these people who have so much to say hardly know anything about what is happening in my life. I am sick. It might be an autoimmune disease. And I guess what depresses me most is that no one knows how to cure autoimmune diseases just yet. Whatever the doctors could give me, it would be simply to alleviate the symptoms. What's more important is that I have read how emotional stress triggers this kind of ailment. So I am really sorry, but now I am going to write as much as I want and sometimes it won't be that nice. I want to let it all out this time. I want to be honest with how I really feel.
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Outfit Breakdown:
Loose Simpson White T-shirt 22.99$ Romwe
Suspender Skirt (Purple) 25$ Dolly Dynamite
Heart Creeper Platforms (White) 50$ Dolly Dynamite
Kitty Tights 15$ Dolly Dynamite
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I finally got to wear the hat I got from Artbox last time! :D Also, the wig is a white Rhapsody wig from Gothic Lolita Wigs which I hand dyed to this lilac brown color.The lashes are from Dolluxe.
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I really look forward to getting better though! Plus my MechaCon fashion show is coming up. I have invested in footwear (which you could find in my shop) to use for the fashion show. It's an entirely new collection. Slowly working on it...hopefully I finish in time.
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BUT, just as negative feelings impact the immune system, happy thoughts and being positive is said to help the body become better. So yes, expect to read a lot about my life aspirations, things that bring me joy, and people that make my life a lot better.
To start, I've recently decided to focus on reselling in my store Dolly Dynamite. I have a huge need and want for shoes because I always want the perfect footwear for my dresses! And that is why you would find tons of them in my store. Another is cute clothing! I make my dresses but who could resist the cute suspender skirt and Mario jumpershorts I have below? I couldn't! And I just had to share.
Outfit Breakdown:
Loose Simpson White T-shirt 22.99$ Romwe
Suspender Skirt (Purple) 25$ Dolly Dynamite
Heart Creeper Platforms (White) 50$ Dolly Dynamite
Kitty Tights 15$ Dolly Dynamite
I finally got to wear the hat I got from Artbox last time! :D Also, the wig is a white Rhapsody wig from Gothic Lolita Wigs which I hand dyed to this lilac brown color.The lashes are from Dolluxe.
Outfit Breakdown:
Mario Jumpsuit (Black) 25$ Dolly Dynamite
Heart Creeper Platforms (Black) 50$ Dolly Dynamite
Kitty Tights 15$ Dolly Dynamite
Mario Jumpsuit (Black) 25$ Dolly Dynamite
Heart Creeper Platforms (Black) 50$ Dolly Dynamite
Kitty Tights 15$ Dolly Dynamite
The store has really helped me pay the medical bills. I still am working on my client commissions, but I am a lot slower now due to fatigue... I am glad I could earn a bit and be able to afford the doctor. Yeah, and if you're wondering, I don't have health care. So there. :x
I really look forward to getting better though! Plus my MechaCon fashion show is coming up. I have invested in footwear (which you could find in my shop) to use for the fashion show. It's an entirely new collection. Slowly working on it...hopefully I finish in time.
Makeup things come again! Eye Shadow Palette, Makeup Brushes, etc.
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